Losing you

I was there,

With you, for you.

My promises, my love at your disposal

All for you, I was.

And now, left on the edge, hanging

To die, with a thin thread.

We walked together,

But there on the crossroads

I stood at the path of our destruction

And lured you in

With false joys n rainbows.

A rocky path, Thunderstorms,

snake-filled pits.

You surpassed all,

But in the end, fell in a trap

And I stood there watching,

Helpless, shocked, speechless.

Now I’m a cripple, who is of no help,

Falling apart herself.

I am losing you,

And that....

Is the last wound I’ll ever get.

~k~

Waiting

In the darkness where I sit,

Surrounded by unrecognizable noises

With the stars above

N dirt below,

A lonely street with not a speck of light

With a car or two, rolling by

I gaze down its length,

Lost.

Those empty, shut windows

Looming overhead,

Like silent spectators in a theatre.

Overgrown weeds and scary trees

Line the sides

Leaning on the buildings, like pets

Ready to be unleashed

And thrash about on their master’s command.

They don’t scare me,

Not at all.

But in the loneliness they are my companions,

In a place, where darkness has no ends

N the lifeless are your mates,

Where, the world is cut off

And there’s only you...

Waiting...waiting..

Biding your time..

To break free.

~k~                                 

Life, In circles

What happens when ,

You reach back to where you started.

A forest, without  a path.

And in an attempt to cross it

You walk in circles

Round and round,

You go again,

Reach back, with a frustrated head.

But worse than that, is when you see

Your past catching up on you,

When you see life

Taking turns again

Leading you back

To what it was,

From what you escaped

And thought had ended,

Never to meet you again.

Now, the terror takes over,

And you are left, trembling

In anticipation.

With nothing to do, nowhere to run,

But face it again...

Face something that will never end.

~k~