Their is a sense of hopelessness in me, a feeling, a realization. It surrounds me like a container, a cage. Makes me feel like I’m in a Ghetto, surrounded by helplessness and sorrow. No escape, no hope, no joy, no love, no help, no Life.
It keeps me away from all joys, from my own life, from my own self. It surrounds me, reminding me of all my sorrows, my mistakes and my regrets. It never lets me see life in a different way, to experience it in the correct manner, it's preventing me from living my own life.
It tortures me from within, never giving a moment's rest.It acts as a catalyst in chaos for me. It makes sure that i fall and crumble to dust. I feel as though it's a living entity preventing me, almost physically, to reach out to all the love and joys of life.
It has trapped me within itself and will never let me escape. It will always hurt me, break me, and will not stop until I die and succumb to its pressures. But my inner hope, my spirit, wont crumble so soon. I’m a fighter, and will fight till the end. I don’t care if I win or lose, but I wont die out of utter lack of hope, love and support. This hope gives me strength to continue my struggle for escape from this Ghetto.......
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niCe blog!!!!!!:)
ReplyDeleteWell there's not a lot to say about me.. Things happen.. people change..seasons come and go..times flies by,floats by runs by.. and in all of it ..I just sit back..relaxed. watching the tides playing on the shores of life.. Doing nothing to try an control them.. but enjoying every minute of them splashing against th shores of life.. and tasting every bubble thats blown into the air around the splashing of the waves.. and enjoying the vast silence that you can only find at the bottom of an ocean so vast with such wildness at the shores.. completeness..balance.. finesse.. perfection..something that only nature possesses and not us human beings, and for a good reason that we don't possess.. and I sit here enjoying all of this.. and waste my times in metaphors and riddles.. and throw them out to the world.. and watch as they.. yes you and those others struggle to deal with the simplest questions of life with impatience..wishing if you'd only take ONE of the MANY moments I take thinking about how to work your way around this labyrinth..
ReplyDeleteIn this eerie silence I ask myself if what I have done is right..But the hourglass has tipped..The sand has slipped away..Will turning it around turn back time..??And as I ask myself..I feel a drop trickle into the sand as the grains scatter..the glass shards..Shattered..Salty streams hold onto dams that they no longer oppose..perhaps afraid of what might happen if the dams give away..Its as though nature has to come yet again to a standstill..to watch this marvel of how life is undone..The shores are silent..The winds are quiet..The waves no longer rush..A moment frozen in space and time..But the shores of time aren't sandy anymore..washed away..only to be filled again tomorrow..Its just a moment's escape..but a moment in eternity is your lifetime..How vast then is that shore I search and I search and I search, wondering if I can search anymore..Tired I rest my eyes only a moment's escape it is and then I get up again to live my moment in eternity and to live it to the fullest
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ReplyDeleteumm...kinda liked what you wrote here....thanks a lot for the read and the reply as well....
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something surely to give a thought to....
appreciate it!
Kisha Kisha Kisha!!!!
ReplyDeleteDo we actually have a control over all this?
Are we clear in understanding life still to atleast 1% ???
maybe but maybe not...!!
There are many Why's in our life that need to be allocated somewhere.
Are we profound to live the same way or bloat up the horns and reach the next degree ever?
Even am finding some answers. I hope your blogs acknowledge me till some extent...!!
The author Kisha hats off to your non poetic way of describin thins too!
ENjoy your new year.... enjoy your gleam trip too!
Cheers! :)