When I miss you

When I miss you,
no one can love you more than me,
when you bump into me one day,
you wouldn't see  anyone looking at you,
the way I do.


I remember when you said you loved my eyes,
you kissed them and hugged me tight.


You used to tell me not to look at you,
the way I did,
because you were afraid you'll fall in love with me.


All of a sudden you jerked my hand away,
and vanished out of my life.
No reason,
not a word,
you walked away without as much as a glance backward...


Now that you're gone,
I hate you so much that not even God could make 
me love you again...


But then,
When I miss you,
No one can love you more than I do.


Leaves me confused
time and again,
with no answer
just a void,
which I know won't fill again...


~k~