Dead ends...maze...concrete walls...wooden trapdoors...life...
My life is all about loopholes and mazes...a never ending maze..i take a turn, i fall into a trap.
i get up, and the walls make me claustrophobic, I can't run away...as there's no where to go...I take a turn and run down the straight path, and it seems never ending. My leg give away, and i fall down..i just can't go on...knees bleeding..tears running down muddy cheeks...i sit by the wall....head resting on my hands..i feel let down...betrayed..by myself, my life...
The merciless sun pouring blazing heat down on me...not one second of relief could I have...not a chance of respite..I try to get up, but I fall again...I feel so tired....even my bones ache...I crawl..I see a turn and reach it somehow...with a sudden hope to reach the exit !
Getting up, I hold the wall and reach the turn somehow...I turn..it's a dead end!...I scream..I howl...I beat my fists on the wall...and fall down crying...
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